wishing high school were done~

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can high school end pls? like, i had a pretty good run, dont get me wrong. but im just kinda over it. senior year needs to stop. i need to not have work to do anymore. i need to not be constantly doing shit i dont care about. i need to move on with my life. high school was pretty good, but im burnt out, and im done with it. im VERY ready to graduate and move the fuck on with my existence. it was fun for a while, but after 4 years of having STEM shoved down my throat like a fuckin horse dildo, im getting kinda sick of my engineering high school. am i expecting college to be easier? no. am i expecting it to be less work? no. but im expecting it to be different. thats all. i feel like ive done the same thing every week on a loop for the past four years, and im ready to break the cycle. im pretty tired of living one week of my life on permanent repeat. just really hoping things change when i graduate. hoping the work i put in turns out to be worth something. hoping there is something new to look forward to. my mind is exhausted from sheer redundancy. im extremely glad that i at least have things to look forward to. im meeting my mate in person soon, and he's coming to my senior prom. it's probably gonna be the best week of my life. so theres that. then im visiting him over the summer. another reason to get through the school year. at least ive got some stuff to keep me motivated. he does a really good job of lifting my spirits, and im very grateful for that. 

just tired of high school, i guess.
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